no sense

no sense in wondering
what if.
no sense in defining
happiness.

if it’s meant
to be. it’s on
the fence.
for all to see.

if it’s not.
then it’s better off
forgotten.
and lost.

in the paw
of a kitten.
kissing.
the air.

complaining. to rearrange one’s thoughts. life sucks and i hate it.
because im not just a man, i’m human. i didn’t create it.
the only answer seen. asking my maker. to dwell inside me.
not worthy of controlling. anything. not one. thing. i’ve failed miserably.

life isn’t
straight.
the crooked path.
i make.

typing.

mistakes.
deleting.
heart aches.
contemplating.

the stakes.
forfeiting.
everything. i can’t
keep going.

there’s no reason
to complain.
because i can do
something

for my pain.
and.
i.
think i just did.