tuesday night

tuesday night special.

realizing
how natural it is to call
upon a derelict.

straight
scared to confront someone of
higher intellect.

tonight
i called the front desk
for a plunger.

– – – – –
exhausted.

vicodin. heroin.
wednesday night wind.
what’s the difference.
light beer. barf.
a joint. dark beer.
my crutch.

passed out. lights on.
teeth unbrushed.
bacteria fights on.
enV vibrating.
fuck’em. i’m asleep.
i had enough.

exhausted.
– – – – –

tonight
room 323 la quinta inn
and suites.

straight
out of bentonville, arkansas
where?

realizing these
embarrassing moments
in peace.